A poem that made me feel sad was called "Poison Tree" by William Blake. The poem describes the reader's anger as growing into a tree that makes poisonous apples. The danger of bottling up your emotions and how doing so leads to a cycle of negativity and violence. I found the line " And I watered it in fears, Night and morning with my tears." intriguing to me. I'm not a big fan of poems, but I found it through a song while trying to search it up, and that was the first thing that came up. I'm curious most of the time, so I read it out of boredom. I then started getting more into it and reading meanings about it. It's the only poem I've been able to understand and relate to. I think it definitely made me open up a bit more to others and realize things. I never want to be the worst ever again.
My winter break was decent. I stayed home most of the time and slept a lot. I got awesome gifts from my family and I love them all, it was super fun. I had a family gathering for New Years and they bought lots of food. I've been thinking a lot about my goals for this new year and how I want to fix myself. First, I need to overcome my personal problems, only I can help myself. Second, I really want to do better in school. I want to make myself and others proud. Third, I want to take care of myself better. Fourth, I want to be more active because I miss going outside and doing my favorite hobbies like going on my skateboard or driving my motorcycle and getting messy. And fifth, I don't want to lie to myself and break these goals. I'd hate myself easily for it. I really want to try and do this. These goals are important to me and how they would change me. I don't want to fall down the same hole again.
There were two times i had these really real dreams I couldn't tell if it was a dream or not. One was kinda disturbing for me. The other was calm and it felt like a heavy burden was lifted off my shoulders for a second. It was like dreaming with my eyes open and I could feel everything but could never move or maybe I just didn't want to. Its like I was aware I was in a dream.
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